PERISHer :]

live like we're dying?
apparently, i am.
time for a miracle?
it was time long ago.

i shan't carry on :] i'm a boring person.
i truly am fishythefreak :D hahax
~~~ $$$ ~~~

luvs kayascotch,
jiayin

original

fed up is F***ed up short cut.

that's all i wanna say for now..

haiz... I'll just pray :]

JUST SHUT UP!

i have woken up.maybe snoozing.. but i am serious this time.
i've been travelling on this road too long, juz tryina find my way back home
the old me's dead and gone dead and gone..
BTW, that girl in justin biebers music video for "baby" is so cute!! HA HA HA

i changes HCL class today..yeaah...hope its for the better?? yarh...
BAND WAS okaaay.... lol
my teachers are nice.. got alot of hw..

i dunno what to say, its just a very comprehensive kind of guilt i am feeling.
aya..the more i think about it the more i am depressed.
anyway!! 2moro no tests!! I can just enjoy a day in school. i hope..

i choose to forgive..this time.. RAWWRRR!
dunno i'm angry, sad or SCARED??!!!!!
god, please tell me what to do..
It's starting all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

I want new songs in my ipod!!!!!
Jiayin

FAVE

i blogged a long blog.. but it was on someone elses dashboard coz that PERSON -.- go put "remember me" and nv sign out...i blur blur just click new post and typed my heart out..and it appeared on another persons blog.. i had to go take it out.. n i cant put it here coz i dunno why BS dun let us copy and paste anymore. i m angry n pissed. really.
if yall wanna see the unposted blog, i hv it copied in microsoft words. lol ha ha
WELL,'I'LL REPEAT THIS, I LOVE OR SCHOOLS DANCERS! THE TEMASEK FREESTYLERS! THEY'RE SO HOT W THE MOVES! :]
okay lor... i dun like my chem group..
I'VE GOT LOADS OF STUFF TO DO..dang it

with smiles that were gone for awhile,
JiaYin :D jiayou!!

I am not free! as in i hv a tight schedule ok??

IRRITATING PEOPLE.
I AM ANGRY
but when i think about smth, i just suddenly smile n chuckle to myself
OKAY BACK TO ANGRINESS!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRR....
maybe i wont say it today.. in a gd mood.. .. .. AND I AM BUSY!!!

I won't delete this app coz ur high score is in it :D haha

sometimes i smile to myself w the ipod u guys are like "what? ipod can sms meh?" no... but there's notes right? n sometimes i use that to type stuff to remind n some other stuff..i oso got the ping app so its kind of sms-able. n i could be commenting on FB so the nxt time you see me smiling idiotically to my ipod just .. dun ask la.. anything la..errrr ya
sometimes i dunno wad to say so i just keep quiet

15.2.2010
was so cool!
heehee nxt time i see you all is christmas
steamboat. ooooo.
WA!! EAT KFC SO FAT. supper
then reach home 3 plus
coz got road block lol
then so cool, got 5 people in the car... coz my uncle n aunt sending 2 people home,plus me la, do the math
then we u turn send them home...left 3 correct? then nid to pass that route again...so lame xia! the police say we can pass... HAHA
ZERO POINT!! quite fun
i don't like smallish boys that think they're so cute juz coz they're the youngest in the family.

yay! btw.u r supposed to say greetings in chinese for CNY.. wth?? happy new year hapy new year...pls la its FEB already.. at least put a happy CHINESE NEW YEAR? ha ha
n dun tell me u all dunno xin nian kuai le or gong xi fa cai right? ha ha lol ...y am i typing this?
*pauses* HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

ang pao ang pao ang pao Aino Aino Aino yay yay yay

DIFFERENCE ain't got real definition

FREAK THIS FREAKING FEELING MAN.....grrrrrr...those "issues" are back..
if we ever meet again- timbaland ft katy perry
i'll never be the same
if we ever meet again
won't let you get away
if we ever meet again

please talk to me
i'm sorry for what i did
could you forgive me ,please
\i've changed
please say something
i really had no intention of hurting you
i'm really really sorry

SECRETS in my HEART-SHAPED BOX

some are just so obvious
but some is misunderstood
what if your last breath got taken away
earlier than you thought it would
and everything was never said
and all would never get to know
how much they meant to you
how much you appreciate them too
now
just treasure this moment
tell them you love them back
all of them
it's more to just this
but it's how it's meant to be
believe in miracles
even when they don't come free
stop to think
before you can't think at all
yet at the end
their light would catch your fall
it's difficult to put into words
the dread we feel
still the love we've built
falling into a pit
or diving to wonders from above
easier said than done
at the last moment
just say it all

gong xi fa cai red packets na lai no red packets gv you black eye (primary sch students say de..)

CNY EVE MUZ STAY UP LATE LATE!
WEBCAMMING W JY NOW! HAHA!
this is so fun
JIAYIN FEELS HAPPY!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
la la la thx SJ for the sms rose
and thx to those who sent me wishes!!
as the report stated, i'm an intuitive thinker
and it says that such small stuff makes my day a whole lot too!
ha ha ha ha!!! i'm so happy...for now...perhaps for awhile! cheers!

i dreamed a dream..

this is weird... ri you suo si, ye you suo meng.... but i didnt know it'd turn out so weird..haha
dreamt bout MC teaching me, i can't remember M and JY died...
THANK YOU SHARRON AND BRINA AND SOMEONE ELSE FOR THE YUMMY GIFTS!!! SRY, I FORGOT TO GET FOR YOU'ALL :(
BTW, i seriously dun get what's so nice bout the JB especially NJ...wth!!! haha
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY! THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES :D

A different sonata, an unworthy poem :(

HAHA! ITS THE USUAL WANDERING N WONDERING..
I WILL NEVER GROW OUT OF IT...
haiz...if only i had...... arhhh nvm...hahaha
history can't help but repeat itself in my little world :(
rawr.. i won't see you till wed... awww man... i won't see you till friday... i won't see you till next monday and i probably won't see YOU again...gd luck on broadway
out of curiosity...doesn't everyone know what FOAD means by now? and i just had a laugh over a swear word/ well, it's not my point.
heehee...i like that girl from dance with the accent...it's so...nice :D

you, yourself and only you. is nice

take time to look beneath the shell and hear it out.

tears
it isn't nice
on your beautiful face
:[
so just leave it at that
:]

i'm not a good liar
just admit it
i never did it
yes you did it
no i didnt
i'm not playing with fire
whoaoooooooohhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooh

I AM STILL HAPPY! I WANNA BE W YOU!!! THX! FOR MAKING ME LAUGH! :)

aaaw...it was such a nice break up make up between 2 gd friends!
so cute!!!! i dun wanna see ya cry!!!! boohoo!!!
and it was an SOT class reunion today! so cute tooo!!!!!! haiz i cant wait! i love fridays! than other days... i dunno...i think...
I FEEL THAT THE WORLD
is small
is quite sad
is ending?
haiz! ya ya ya!!!!!!! it's just emotions taing me over.
caught up in sorrow, lost in the sun..

mixed emotions sucks

just when you feel so inspired and filled w energy, something brings you down.. grrrr
I LOVE THIS SONG! playing with fire by N-DUBZ ft mr.hudson
its such a perfect match. why you all make so complicated, make everyone so sad. haha maybe that just applies for me...haiz....
sorry so much!
i wish you wouldnt cry leh....
i feel so useless in chinese class man...
letting people down...
i hate people who loose my things!
nah....i dun wanna hate no more.. :D
i wish our band cymbals were the size of the cymbals used by CO..haha life would be easier! wahaha
aaaaaaaawww man! i'm still happy!

the 3 of you are disgusting la...sry

anyway! thx to J and M and J and Z and N and R...haiz....it was as though i forgot all the miserable things heehee

I LOVE msChua!!! hahaha i want add her on facebook! hahahahahaha

got stuff to do as usual,
JiaYin

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR..
sry for being boring
dun worry...be happy....i think, i hope... probably

EAT EAT EAT! =]

YESTERDAY REUNION DINNER ATE SOOOO MUCH... FREE FLOW FRIES....SCARY PLACE W SCARY PEOPLE ! HAHA
damn la! so many things to do!
today go discovery centre waste time!!!! argh!
sat w melissa on the bus! heehee so fun!
we role played bimbos and auntie aunties..HAHA
n some other games on the bus too
hee hee zoey knows my name :D
i said hi so many times to ariel! haha so funny
today was cool!
wen qing (i think) v funny...she post up the audition results walked by me, then she said :" hi hi! your name is on the list."
hahahahahahahaha..
nid to do art, jian bao, biji
PHYS TEST!!!!! I HATE LIT CA!!!!! SS SEQ!!! DAMN!
i love my ipod! haha
bz bz bz meee,
jiayin:]

dream in turqoise

two is better than one-boys like girls feat. taylor swift

HA HA I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY WALLET
yay yay yay reunion dinner @ SWENSENS
w sheryl jie jie and jordan gor gor

I RAN WITHOUT STOPPING yay me! PE
haha i wish i knew
I JUST WANTED TO SAY,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

who want come my band concert... 18 march... YAY YAY YAY!!!!
vampire vampire vampire don't be lame
i think some people don't have brains

OH NO! i don;t like learning journeys :( yay! :]

PLEASE BUY MY BAND CONCERT TIX FROM ME
PLS PLS PLS THIS TIME DE CONCERT WOULD BE REALLY NICER!
PLEEEASE $10
HA HA HA HA HA
TODAY WAS A FUN DAY
I HAVE TO CLEAR ALL THIS BY MONDAY
-JIAN BAO
-TING XIE X6
-DO I HAVE TO LEARN NEW TING XIE ALSO?
-HIGHLIGHT NIJI FROM GHEEKIAN
-CHEM STUFF
-PHYS OMG
OTHERS
-SS
-LIT CA READ UP FIRST
-SELF PRAC
OTHER OTHERS
-SOT
-CHI 1
-CHI 2
-MATH
-PIANO/THEORY

WOW
I AM SO HAPPY
I THINK I LIKE PE
MOST OF THINGS I SAY HAVE NO LINK
WHICH MAKES ME RANDOM
AND HAPPPYYY HAR HAR HAR! :]

i hate you coz you don't let me close my door
i love you coz you love me back

i hate you coz u copy me
i hate you coz you tell lies bout me

i hate you coz you minus my biji marks like xiao
i hate you coz u are clearly hateable

i like you coz you are funny
i like you coz you said i was funny

i apologize to you coz i have been that blur for the past 14 years

i hate you and you coz you stole something from me

i hate me coz i acted the way i am for the past 14 years

i am your fan coz your accent is nice and you're pretty

i hate you coz you act so big when you're not
i hate you coz you show off and take for granted your friend which is also my friend

i hate you, you, you and you coz you give the most predictable remarks

i like you coz you forgave me
i apologize for the misunderstanding i created
i hate you coz you are too competitive

i like you coz you sms me corny stuff
i like you and you coz you actually make up for the smallest things
and i wish i'd done that to you as well

i like you coz you held my air plant while i was asleep in the coach
i like you coz you actually came all the way here for my birthday party and got me a cool present

i like you and you and you coz you guys stood up for me
i hate you coz you spilled water on my whole back

i like you coz we exchanged almost everything we had in our pockets and forget to return it to each other till monday
i don't think i like you that much after you got brainwashed by you
which makes me hate you too
but i like you too coz you gave me a chance to realize how words could cut even though its quite easy to ignore them

i like you coz we shared lockers
i apologize for loosing my temper
i like you coz you told me i looked bubbly when you said i walk like a vampire
which brings me to laughing at you

i am really lame i make wishlists i make blacklists i talk to myself i have a low voice but i laugh so high
i usually look mad so now i smile for no reason i think alot about everything i am afraid of wrong i slack
most of the time but i press on full speed when i want to i don't like smelly toilets i am really weird
but i really don't know how to change coz it really is just like that i have issues i am not anorexic i love to eat
apples i am really really sorry and i hope you guys forgive coz i've matured from last time but still immature
hahahahahahahaha sigh i contradict myslef i think haha i think i like megan fox hahahahaha i want things to be perfect but i don't seem to be good at making things perfect i don't think i am very dependant on you all right i am sorry for frowning so much so now i would smile and just go with the flow i am really nice if i want to hahahahahahahaha wow thanks everyone i don't care bout bad stuff as much now

当初的那个少年。。。

日落使得我感到普遍
忘掉了那个冬天
雪刺伤了我的脸
心又回到遥远的从前
真希望我真的不见
那我就不会再被你们骗

it probably makes no sense but i figured it was time for another chinese poem
the first one was during preschool. haha for my daddy n mummy. actually anyone.
just change the ba ba or ma ma to gong gong or jie jie etc.
hahahahahahahaha

know one will ever know

OMG ADD MATH PASS BUT E MATH FAIL WTH
hahaha
happy happy happy me
with my little lucky clip
princess piggy
i don't like the dull coloured files
and phys i really cmi
ahhhh so much things to doooooo
STRESS AH STRESS
STRESS AH STRESS
hohahohahohahohahohahohahohahoha
i want some things eg. apple juice, my stapler back, eraser found
i so cautious and yet??? haiz
li chun today
i shall be a good girl
harharharhar la la la la la la la

each day's a gift and not a given right

i got MC ,
jiayin

MAYDAY MAYDAY

CALLING ANYONE I KNOW
PLEASE BUY TICKETS TO MY BAND CONCERT FROM ME PLEEEEASEEEEE
IT'S GONNA BE BETTER THAN OUR LAST CONCERT
REALLY
THE PERC ENSEMBLE I'M PLAYING IS NICE
$10 PLEEEEASEEEEE
ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO COME TOO
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
OMG OMG OMG OMG PLEEEEEASE PWEEDDY PWEEEASE
THANK YOU OH SO MUCHE!!!!!!!

i'm angry.
i'm happy.
i am what i am.
i didn't say it wrongly.
you were to lag.
haha.
in your face.
i'm bringing you down.
kidding.
not.
haha.
seriously, was kidding.
haiz...zorrrrrrryzzzzzzz
damn.
wow.
bye,
jiayin

war does not determine who is right, only who is left

wow! so many things happened the past few days. no time, no comments.

monday was the most exciting lunch ever!!! thankfully. reached back in time for HMT.
i was in the most horrible jam.
today tuesday
SS remedial is frightening me
i flunked my E math test
nervous bot how i would fair in my Add math test today

ANNOUNCEMENTS TO FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FRIEND'S FRIENDS :D thanx so much! v v v v v v

band concert--(this would be better than practice room'09) my perc ensemble is nice
18th march
7.30pm
$10
republic poly (woodlands there)

temasek grand carnival
13 march
10am - 4pm
1 coupon booklet is $6 worth
stand a chance to win lucky draw prizes
fun,food n games
i may be performing tooo!!!!!
also other performances..
my class is selling fruits, waffles, fruit juices, fruit related etc
come support 3/7 whooohoooooooo!!!
certified vendors would be there, dun worry! haha

oh ya! our TEMASEK FREESTYLERS r hvin a concert too. i can help u get tix if u want :]

I AM TIRED BUT HAPPY i think..?..