exams

i'm really worried bout my studies now..but as long as i study and give my best, i'm sure the results would be acceptable :)

there's so much i really wanna say but i forget or am simply lazy to think and go through the stress of recalling..
i've gone insane but i guess it's gonna be fine, you're my cure. =]
i'm so positive nowadays (i think) and i just willingly let things pass...like almost die off but i'm still dreaming big and aiming high (in a good way) gaaah ... i'm really confused (typical) but seriously...i need someone :] and i love it whenever you come sit with me :] and there's so many people whom i just love exchanging smiles with! :)))

yeaaaa..... i know many things are not gonna be realised and please, enough with the cliche prep talks shit..i mean .. NVM

you see? i don't want to die just like that..anywhere and anyhow.
i'm gonna do something.
With friends and my families and new friends! i don't want to feel crappish and all, i don't care about the obstacles and haters. I have the right to feel good about myself and i'm enjoying every moment now. I just have to keep walking forward.

Everything happens for a reason right? So i'll study, i'm gonna get those A's. I am not going to drop anything (pls tell me you're following :] haha) We're still family, we're still friends FOREVER. We won't shut off each other. WE SPEAK and STAND UP for what we feel is right.
Follow our hearts and think before you do any whatsoever thing. Don't settle for a rotting life ahead just over a little guilt of mistake. MOVE ON! We only got 86400 seconds in a day. What are you going to do with it? :)

Pass on a smile and share the love. SHOW the WORLD YOU CARE :)
So i really have alot on my mind and i won't be surprise that i spent half of the night talking to myself.

My dream house will have recycling bins and a pool and a half basketball court and a music room. Where all my close ones can hang and chill :) haha
We'll have parties and gatherings. Also a prayer room to retreat and reflect and make choices.
Dear family and friends, thank you for standing by me and teaching me so much, making me the person i am today. i'm still learning. so is everyone else. Let's cherish every moment and make a difference.

BE HAPPY! :)

just get back up when it knocks you down~

1. OCIP cambodia is making me groove to HSM again lol
2. guitar jamming with friends and more to come
3. woah so busy..i dun hv time watch news ---
4. ART has so much to doooo
5. HOMEWORK & revision start NOW :]
6. braces = sad but later happy
7. BAND >> JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE PLEASE
8. i am so nice to people now :] no more big bad meanie me! tolerance lvl ^^^^^^
9. piano grade 6! results after the break :] haha
10. CRAP ...grade 7 stinks! :(
11. bummer~~ we are friends now
12. HI . I . MISS . YOU
13. i hate people w strong deo and perfume ESPECIALLY when they spray it in public and a confined place...stupid inconsiderate jerks
14. speaking bout jerks, you guys bloody SUCKS!
15. ok back to happy smiley meeee - - school is fun coz i can be with youuuuu
16. lalala I LOVE MOTHER EARTH //\\//\\SHANT destroy it kk? everybody
17. oh ya.... i'm quite sick of saying sorry BUT it was once also my fault errrr...as in i had smth to do w it? yaaap...sooo.. =S
18. oh my goodness! i think you have been brainwashed! no offence
19. HOLDING ON! we'll all make it happen! WE WILL SURVIVE !!! :]
20. tell them you love them too and start thinking the XTRA mile :]