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Dear SADsalmon,

how hv you been?
i've not contacted you for awhile.
i guess my life is back on track the right way (lol..) but
now i gotta endure this race.
haiz..I WILL STUDY!!
okay so.. OCIP is making me real bz, band is okaay..
i hv fallen in love w you again! ;) erm..stll got wad..
aya! V EMOTIONAL but i think i nid to heck care it aside..
i've got too much things to do.. u motivate me :))) haha
anyway .. i think i've gotta focus more.. getting distracted even blogging..
no time la..kk i will keep my heart in shape :)
everything's gonna be alright
ohya!! check out 987fm rozz's blog! hehe interesting..
yeap yeap!! I tell myself to say thanks sincerely..
okok i'm really RANDOM! its PMS i think..hahaha
i dunno .. it's back to happy sad again =]
well erm.. gtg then! i think that sprinter athlete for singapore is really funny!! Mr.K [think so]
art is cramping me up yo!!
tsk tsk tsk originality is the best policy yes?
THANK YOUS!! hahahahahax
ttfn,
Jiayin (ur fav fish dude)

Guilty as charged ;[ haha

AWWW MANN!!! FEELIN SO HORRIBLE NOW.. .. I'M DOING EVERYTHING WRONGLY :[
i think i'm gonna stop blogging awhile :) mug for great grades!! wkwkwk =]
GOOD LUCK N ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!
lalala lalala lalala the once emo, became enthu, now emo again. LOL
heh heh i h v bad memory! i want to be free!!
we're breaking free!
hmm..v bz w OCIP n studies these days. my frenz r awesome!
but family~~it's been cold for quite awhile
hoping for the best..
Urghhh... i dun like math now.. i dun like anything now..
i'll resume liking things soon. yupp!

sry,thanx,
bye,
Jiayin =]

at the edge but you pulled me back up :]

sports meet today was blah blah blah..
i lost interest in everything (for now, i hope)
hahaha
i hv alot of things to say, gonna upload photos sooon..i think :]
i wish i can freeze time - - - doesnt everyone wishes so?
:] hehe so whatever

BBye,
=[
Jiayin

BRACES FTW!! X] haha

i hate it when people dunno still want to show off unnecessary knowledge (including ones you already know)..zzz
HEYA BUDDIES!
memories are interesting..both good and bad memories..
i hv a very bad memory, forget easily..haha
anyway, i hate braces. and the worst part is that its only my 2nd day
yet, barely survivable ..for me
nxt week putting on the lower braces..haiz.. boooooo
TESTS!! sick of the stress
c'mon! kids juz wanna hv fun.
i feel there's a need to explain everything but, it's nv gonna be
understood and you really can't know where to start and go from there..
ugghh watever.... i am sad
but i am glad i hv wonderful caring people around me :]
yupp! that shld do the trick..staaayy positive
i'm sick. sick? in every meaning of it. check the dictionary.
such a loser..who?..thx for talking to me anyway..

i'm sick of disappointment..

semalam i call you you tak answer :]

I AM SO XIAN! WASTE MONEY ON EXPENSIVE FOOD TO GET THAT SATISFICATION OF TASTE ONCE IN AWHILE! BUT NOOOOO...IT TASTES HORRIBLEEEEE N MADE ME FAT! NVM...GLAD I HV MY DAILY BREAD :]
i want to do well in my studies!!! yay!!! i will start by chionging all hhw hw asap
:]
SCHOOL REOPENS 2moro!! i've been dreaming weird dreams so far..
and starting to daydream as well.. i want tiramisu ice-cream =D
i crave for sandwiches!!!!
going for tuition:] byee
Jiayin

ADAM LAMBERT T.T whataya want from me! :]

BAND CONCERT WAS A FUN DAY overall, i guess..haha!
I LOST $40 DOLLARS TO IT!!
but wtf so... i just want to say smth
it's like this
the feeling of wondering if the person you love
likes you back, you know even just as a friend
i mean it's okay if i just look at you
but now i won't ever see you again
well, there's still facebook but of coz
everyone has a life and erm.. it's nice
to just see you happy
even w someone that's ..nvm
so as long as you're happy, then ..
it's cool :] maybe i'll get over it someday
OMG!! SKINS SEASON 4 WAS LOL
furthermore look what it's done to me!!
all i'm thinking about is...grr nvm :] haizz

Hey, slow it down
whataya want from me
yeah, i'm afraid
whataya want from me
there might hv been i time when i would gv myself away
once upon a time, i didn't gv a damn
but now, here we are
so whataya want from me
just dun gv up, i'm working it out
pls dun gv it, i won't let you down
it messed me up
need a second to breathe
just keep coming around
yeah. it's plain to see
that baby you're beutiful
and there's nth wrong with you
it's me, i'm a freak
but thanks for loving me
coz you're doing it perfectly
there might hv been a time
when i would let you slip away
i wouldn't even try
but i think you can save my life
just dun gv up on me
i won't let you down

OHYEA!!! PIANO EXAM WAS

SOMEHOW KINDA .. FUN! ?? HAHA

Jiayin

idignorethisifiwereyou..

WTH! WHY CANT I USE THE COM??????????
I WANT TO SURF THE NET, BLOG, UPDATE FB, MSN, ART, E-LERNING
DO HW DO HW I DUN WANT N DUN NID TO DO IT NOW!!!!!!
MIND UR OWN BEESWAX N FUCK OFF MY LIFE BITCH AND BASTARDS!!!
I HAVE TOLERATED ENOUGH SHIT!
STOP BLAMING ME! ITS WHAT N HOW IT IS ALREADY JUST LIKE THIS AND DUN COME AND FUCKING LECTURE ME ON USELESS RETARDED NONSENSE SHIT!
STOP TELLING ME THINGS I ALREADY KNOW!
JUST FUCK OFF OR SHUT THE HELL OUT N GET LOST AWHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS NV ENDING!!!!!!! I HV PUT UP WITH THIS LONG ENOUGH!! I TRIED OKAY??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOODY FREAKING ASSHOLES!!!!!!!! I FREAKING TRIED!
THANKS ALL THIS WHILE BUT JUST SHUT YOUR BIG GAP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING NOW. YOU STILL DONT. YOU NV WILL.
THANKS BUT NO THANKS, JUST KEEP QUIET.

CARNIVALLL

performance was nice!
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE SUPPORT!
our fruits stall did well!
met some familiar faces!! ha ha
I LOVE THE FLOWERS!! although i souldnt save it coz when i reached home it...was squashed..hehehe but i took a photo! THANK YOU CHUNWEI N SHIJING!!!
and everyone for cheering me on during my performance--the rehearsal n actual day stuff!
THANKS THANKS THANKS SOOOO MUCH!
and OMGGG!!!!!!!! i shld hv worn my performance outfit when taking pictures !! haha , i look so funny---probably coz nervous..n after the concert so...haha
so the picture was funny but! YAY I AM GONNA KEEP IT! wa ha ha!!!!
I WASTED SO MUCH MONEY ON FOOD N USELESS STUFF...damn it ! but...
oh well,,,,, so fat meeee.....
erm..the dedications were..hehehehehe yeepee!!!!
la la la busy busy busy n lost :[ i like school more than home?? for now..i hope :) HAHA
BIG THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN!

are you serious ? ? like that die liao.. haHA

i think you are the whacko one...so freak off!
Hello!! i am very screwed..
STUDIES
OCIP
TGC
BAND
PIANO
---------------- why why why??? ----------
i am really sorry
people mess up right?
but all these years, this is majorly tragic !! crazy!!! i really can't ever get it..
all i can do is apologize and be a wimp so sorry for living..

thankyou:]
JiaYin

freaked up day! boo you!

so i had a bad day..really bad
i miss days when you convince me to strike off people on my hate list
ha ha
well guess wad, the weirdo is back
erm...today was a realll shitty day and i guess i m really tired n sick of drama
so i'll let it be
at least i tried n erm....had fun in the process...so goodbye then
i've forgotten already ... ... ...
my heart feels weird then and now weird in different ways
so go on.....tell the world of how much a freak i am... i mean.... i cant be bothered anymore- with all these lies n masks n fakeness i'm just glad i have nice friends
n i did something to change what i didnt like -- so now i'm happy.... but happy bout stuff n sad n worried n scared.....erm....really grateful though..to wonderful n amazing people who care heehee n stuffff I M BLAHBLAH BLAH BLAH-ing? FREAK THIS FEELING

so i guess i AM moody -------- u can leave me alone...i know i'm boring - i appreciate the effort of you cheering me up :] i dun like this home... i like days when i am with you at school :]
haiz.... there is a problem -- -- -- -- DEATH cant resolve this ----- i want the power of time

yo! i'm looking for my beannie :]

HI EVERYONE! I LIKE SHOPPING ALL OF A SUDDEN HAHA!
DID I TELL YOU? DID I TELL YOU?
I PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE W MY FRENZ N THEY CAME UP W THE BESTEST DARE
YOU CAN EVER HOPE FOR!!
heehee.....and i have 1 week to do it! haha! i hope i succeed :] keke
I LUV CHOCOLATE
today is a nice day for a sandwich :] i am worried! oh no!! u know? why? cuz...
band concert (stupid dress codes by no taste people)
TGC my nervous wreck performance etc. (nid help design banner for class stall
-sell coupons - sell band tix!
PERC ensemble ~scary
MY GRADES ARE...!! bleachhkh
omg ... OCIP! well i'm glad MCIP turned out well...seemingly...hahA

more to life-stacie orrico
there's gotta be more to life..
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
cause the more that i'm
trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
well, it's life, but i'm sure..
there's gotta be more

i'll never let you go - justin bieber

SOME OF HIS LATEST LYRICS ARE NICE BUT I DON'T LIKE HIM!
hahaha :]

'Cause baby when you're with me
It's like an angel came by (oh)
And took me to heaven (Like you took me to heaven, girl)
'Cause when I stare in your eyes It couldn't be better
(I don't want you to go, oh no, so)
Let the music blast
We gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on
They don't matter at all
'Cause this life's too long
And this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure
That I'll never let you go

up close! dun stare at my pimple! and theirs nth wrong w wearing a skeleton hoodie in the morning :]

today was cool! and i m so happy i can finally blog peacefully cuz my mother go gu zheng class! heaheah.... i seriously confessed a no. of issues this week.. wateva
today stay back do math! so damn proud i fin the darn freakin diff add math hw myself n still help my frenzz..ha ha ..i juz hope they stick to the deal n help me w polynomials ha ha
homework n tests n ...haaaaa.......LOVE!!! I MISS YOU ALOT!!!!!
so busy...and i am worried.. and........haiz.... a green apple n red apple ..i m forgetting
anyway...today was a funny day! la la la..... i cant quite put them altogether...thx to my lazyladiness....HAHAHAHAWRRRR.....
so errrr........ yeah....peace out dudes n dudettes!!
oh ya! I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS FOR BEFRIENDING ME and i wanna say that i am grateful for this life and i luv my family even though sometimes i dont...and I AM NOT GAY! STOP CALLING ME STALKER OR LES OR WHATEVER SHIT OK??! LOL hahahahahahaha
i am looking forward to seeing the world and doing something about it.

hey hey... ...i am in the mood for Skymo&Sky season 2 haha..yes! if i hv the time during the holidays...and when i am free, shall make a completed song for once! :] yea....i'm working on my grades and BAND and OCIP n TGC n staying socially relevant "HAHAHA
hmmmm........... .... ... it means alot, i appreciate I dun think U r a slut :] to me, you are awesome
and oh ya!!!! MS CHUA IS LEAVING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGoodness!!! 12 march....sobs sobs sobs
ha ha ha she is the most coolest chem teacher on earth!!! wow... hehehehe :]
btw, i dun get why some people want to flirt w other people when they hv such an awesome GF already.. seriously dumb.. eh~~oops! ha ha i think i mentioned this b4 HAHA, so many things so many things think about it it it....awwww man.......I HATE THIS FEELING! nah.... kk I LOvv...nvm WTH...gtg la :] weirdy weirdo weeee zeeeeeeeyy

OKOkayyx....bye
Jiayin :]

its a real long story. too complicated to even think of it..

I WANNA BREAK FREE!
SAVE ME!
GRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRR!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HOW I FEEL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!
i did so much and i tried!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!THIS!!!!!!!!!!!BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

i am angry.

Jiayin :]