freaked up day! boo you!

so i had a bad day..really bad
i miss days when you convince me to strike off people on my hate list
ha ha
well guess wad, the weirdo is back
erm...today was a realll shitty day and i guess i m really tired n sick of drama
so i'll let it be
at least i tried n erm....had fun in the process...so goodbye then
i've forgotten already ... ... ...
my heart feels weird then and now weird in different ways
so go on.....tell the world of how much a freak i am... i mean.... i cant be bothered anymore- with all these lies n masks n fakeness i'm just glad i have nice friends
n i did something to change what i didnt like -- so now i'm happy.... but happy bout stuff n sad n worried n scared.....erm....really grateful though..to wonderful n amazing people who care heehee n stuffff I M BLAHBLAH BLAH BLAH-ing? FREAK THIS FEELING

so i guess i AM moody -------- u can leave me alone...i know i'm boring - i appreciate the effort of you cheering me up :] i dun like this home... i like days when i am with you at school :]
haiz.... there is a problem -- -- -- -- DEATH cant resolve this ----- i want the power of time