honestly, i'm sad

i have no idea what i was thinking typing that last post but...ahhh watever :)

seriously, i just want things to end. i can't really say what, as in really CAN'T.

you just can't compare some things , i don't know. I DON'T KNOW. some things just aren't suppose to be done.

stop.
just stop.

FML when is this broadway catastrophe gonna end?

get real and get a life!
????? what____________no one knows

stop this faking shit man.....

THIS just can't be comprehended or whatsoever hahaha...
am i laughing? NO
next,
i don't know.

i just want to run away with you, maybe for awhile.
pfft...what am i saying........ it's never gonna happen.

and what's with this wrong right thing?
no one is ever going to accept gays. Even strong believers, everyone knows it's not going to happen so brainwash urself and be straight.
and this thing about love! it hurts.

no one knows....no one ever will..NOT A SINGLE PHILOSOPHER OR WHATEVER..

i'm not crazy. i'm perfectly sound. i'm broken. But it's not a stupid feeling--better yet, it's a reasonable decision.

why?
why? tell me....
i've failed.
don't you get it? see through these fake walls. It's a show.
a magnificent performance.

i can't be like people living in denial.
i just am.

i'm alone
i've always been
i'm not a little kid anymore so..
just give me the correct answers

OR MAYBE IT'S JUST THE EXAMS! HAHAHA!! OKAY I'M LAUGHING NOW. =]
BYEBYE, i go study amath now....
i'm so screwed la..... art was like shit man....... hahahaha
lalala it'll be over soon. study now and get rewarded later.
OCIP will be fun. yea whatever! :) whoohooo