i dun wanna grow up. or do i?

here's the thing. i am very lost but i have a compass. i dunno how to use it but i'm not worried.
there's a clear blue sky above me and its so vast. so i just keep walking but then i start to panic because i'm no doubt alone and a stranger to this place. not even accompanied by a single butterfly or bird. i walk .. i just keep walking.

Okie... i'm starting hw soon. I hope we'v all learnt that we'll just have to grow up sometimes.
I dun want any bad misunderstanding to ruin the greatness of anything.
I'm quite clueless of what i'm saying but at least i feel better when i myself understand it?? yea
AANYWAYS ...hv i mentioned how screwed i am tomorrow? no? alright nvm, i m praying for a better day. Coz i AM changing along the way. Whatever 'way' that is. AAAHHH i think my brain isnt functioning right. I feel soooo different. i dunno, i feel good but i think sometimes its .. yet to be corrected? i dont know. crap!!! I AM SOOO SAD. i really really really hope people wld actually get the whole picture or...like hear the full story before they comment or anything. i mean, i'm sure it wont b nice if you just judge someone over smth that, isnt always that way..or smth?? urgh! CRAP! this is so stressful... ... indeed, the feeling after the science PSLE was probably the best joy i've ever felt and would ever feel untill... maybe like a long LONG LONG blue blue moon time? Haiz... .. .. ..