Monday, June 14, 2010

Incomplete & Forgetful

there's always this irritating barrier.
have i mentioned how much i detest those people who judge you as if they know you?
damn! so pissed and..and fed up!! i don't understand how people can be bored. i have like tons of tasks waiting to be completed. And they can sleep for, what.. 12 HOURS?? i'm glad i get 8 hours and even so i always get waken up an hour early by.. something!! you know what? i keep saying i'm happy. But i'm just..not so clear of stuff happening to me. So i just take it in my stride and get on with work. EVERYTHING SEEMS SO DIFFICULT.

nvm... i feel like i'm no longer living for myself.
this life, i cant say i'm unlucky or cursed or whatever.. but....it's so worrying!
i dunno, i keep thinking that things would get better. Sometimes they seem like they do but then all of a sudden shit drops all on you. It's like whatever's going down now..will never be okay.

Its sad. Yet meaningful?
I'm dying here.. i can't be baffled any much more
It's so so SO hard to keep going..

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